That was the day,
I had to take down the Christmas tree but said to my mum
That first I’ll go get some bread for lunch,
So I skip the cornershop, where there’s never a queue,
It might be a long walk, but they have prizes just for you, like
Send five hundred labels, we’ll send a plushy today.
As far as I go I think they’re sweeter than FA.
I’m on my way out, he’s on the bench like always,
Sucking on a can of Pussy and turning my way, he’s
Staring.
As I’m walking h’s just staring.
As I’m walking h’s just staring.
As I’m walking h’s just staring.
All motion on the street slows to a drag
When he stops me and asks what I’ve got in the bag. I say,
I don’t know, so what’s it to you, I mean
My tongue gets all tied, my legs slip out from under me. He
Says his mum won’t buy bread for her son
She prefers to stay home and bake her own.
She used to get shit-faced, now her face is always smiling.
With bread in the oven she no longer dreams of
Dying.
She no longer dreams of dying.
His hand reaches out for mine.
And all the time he’s staring.
He comes up so very close to me.
He runs his fingers down my cheek.
He squeezes my hand, it wrings out the sweat,
And his breath it reeks.
So it turns out that today his mum is in a bad way and in the ICU,
Looks like that’s where she’s going to stay.
She’s had all her scans and it’s looking pretty ugly.
At home the bread machine is getting really dusty.
It wouldn’t be a big deal, I could give it to you cheap,
And he threw in a cover and a recipe book and said,
You could bake your bread yourself and all that,
wouldn’t have to go down to the store and deal with that crap.
From that day on all I do is bake and bake more,
Loaves are piled to the ceiling and back down to the floor.
My walls, my chairs, my pictures baked and lovely,
No longer wet with tears, my face is rather
Crusty.
My face is rather crusty.
My face is rather crusty.
I no longer dream of dying.
(English lyrics by Benjamin Paloff)